do not worry nor get anxious about my life.
I have been doing right …and will be doing right as well.
Like speed of a slug, snail..
I want to be better and better everyday..
Since God has protected me, watched me through my life.
I am so so blessed surrounded by many good people who has concerned and prayed for me.
I would’ve been much worse person if I don’t know God.
I am very undeserving and not worth to get His bless.
But He’s been with me..has blessed me..my life.
So grateful how I am now..!
Your graceful Lord..thank you..
Thanks for giving me a heart that is full of joy and gratitude. Thanks for everything you’ve given to me.
I am undeserving of what I am..
because of your graciousness and mercy to me, I was able to be saved from sins/terrible depressions.
하지만.. I am still thirsty…hungry.
I still complaint on many things.. I still do not know what your plans for me.. what I should do to please you..
“하나님께서 주시는 기쁨은 우리가 얻을 수 있는 기쁨 가운데 가장 귀하고 영원한 것입니다.
또한 하나님을 기뻐하는 사람이 할 수 있는 최상의 행동 역시 하나님을 예배하는 것입니다.
다윗은 고통과 낙망 중애서도 하나님보다 더 즐거움과 기쁨의 대상이 앖다는 것을 고백하고 그분을 찬양하며 예배하였습니다.
여호와 하나님을 기뻐하십시오. 이것이 낙망과 고통을 이길 수 있는 능력입니다.”—
우리 교회 목사님 말씀중에..
*I do want to praise and worship Him with entire my heart when in distress .. but I am still partially skeptical whether God has given me the strength to endure my hardships ..
Oh..God.. please let me focus on you, let me worship you even if I am in miserable life..
Please let me not forget you grace what you have given me..
we dont have any common things to share.. literally everything…oh..maybe the only thing that is shared is..prolly …our DNA.. from the same parents..
the way how we think..the point when we laugh..nor even food or fashion sense are our category..
why is it so difficult? why is it so different? all i wanted to have is love based - family which takes care of each other as other people do.
why is it sooo hard for us?
is it at my fault or the result of neglect for taking care of each other?
I never liked jazz music because jazz music doesn’t resolved. But sometimes you have to watch somebody love something before you can love it yourself. ..I used to not like God because God didn’t resolve . But that was before any of this happened.